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hahahaahaha.
lj
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is a blast from the past
is a blast from the past
is a blast from the past
is a blast from the past
one more final! A philosophy final, then I am out of school for 47 days!
Off to England in 8 days with EFFFYYY JANESSSAAA AND DANIKAKA YDIHDJKSAHSKlhfkjdsh
live journal is a blast from the past.
not necessarily a good blast.
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[06 Sep 2006|03:47pm] |
Ok this is sort of a depressing journal entry..
Well atleast for me.
So I got my phone bill for my cell phone today,
418.00 dollars
I don't have 418.00..
plus my dad JUST paid off a 200 dollar PHONE CALL..ONE FUCKING PHONE CALL 200 dollars..
So 3 seconds ago..or 3 minutes ago, I got this phone call..
Verizon..Our house phone company..
I knew this would be coming, I hope it wouldn't. But it did.
Hello, May I speak with Nancy lynch.
YES
Hi this is a courtesy call,,blah blah you owe 800 dollars on your phone bill..
We sent a suspension notice to your house, for you phone and internet if you use us for internet.
me..
oh well my mom;s not home right now, I'll have her call you when she gets home.
Them..I thought this was nancy lynch..
me..nope but I'll have her call you..click
SO FUCKING A
I own..1400 dollars FOR FUCKING PHONE CALLS and all I want to do, and all I did was talk to my boyfriend WHO FUCKING MOVED TO AUSTRALIA ALL I WANT TO DO IS TALK TO HIM
BUT FUCK ME FUCK ME
I'm in debt and I'm not even 18.
I don't have a job.
IM FUCKED
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[31 Aug 2006|02:52pm] |
yup.
My life is too boring to write about right now.
LOST season two comes out...SEPT 5TH,
LOST season 3 starts showing OCTOBER 4th
=]
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 20 DAYS.
I leave for Austraila in..30 daysish?
I don't really know.
I'm sorry for putting you through all this.
I'm going to miss Ariel sooo much.
SOO much.
SOOOOOOO MUCH
I LOVE MY KITTY
Time to go fry my insides
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[27 Aug 2006|01:44pm] |
I think I've forgotten how to talk.
Or my IQ has dropped 50 points.
It's weird.
The working class is a very competitive world.
Just remember that.
People will do anything to get a high paying job.
Just remember that.
College starts tomorrow,hahahahahahhahahaha.
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[20 Aug 2006|02:42pm] |
Janessa's been in the shower forever.
Life is complicated right now.
I need pee.
I'll let fate handle everything.
I need to brush my teeth.
I hope it chooses the right thing.
Effy's getting a Kitten.
I hope I choose the right thing.
I know I will.
I know I am.
I just don't want to hurt you.
You think you're invincible now, because it's happened to you before,.
You're not. Believe me.
But obviously you're a gambling man.
Have I made everything too obvious?
Fuck it.
Summer's almost over.
Fuck it.
I'm going to Newport Wednesday- Saturday..Maybe it willclear my thoughts.
Effy bought to cartons...CARTONS of cigerettes.
400 cigerettes to smoke to our domes.
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[16 Aug 2006|04:01pm] |
I'm watching Lost right now.
Season 1...again...I can't wait for season two.
IM SO STOKED.
I hate fucking decisions,
there are so many decisions you can make that will change the outcome of your life,
for better or for worse. How am I suppose to know which ones are the right ones to make?
I don't, and it's killing me.
I think I need some guidence.Graduating from high school fucked me over, now I really have to think and do stuff on my own.
Maybe I'll just live with my mom the rest of my life. that'd be bomb.
So college, hahahahahha, college. My situation with college is FUCKING WHATEVER.
I'm not going this first semester, because I'm going to Australia for 3 weeks or so in two months.
Then I don't know, this will either ruin my life,
make me life better or hopefully it wont alter my life too much,
that I can't get it back on track if things don't work out.
Whatever All I know is I am one impaitent mother fucker, and can't wait to see how things play out.
What's meant to be, what's not.
BACK TO LOST.
And I started posting again. Happy? haha
I'm sorry for any confusion I've cause, or am going to cause in the future.
And any lives I might ruin, and burdens I might lay upon people's lives. Sorryyy I can't help itt
IM FUCKING TIRED THAT'S ALL I KNOW.
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[14 Feb 2006|11:43pm] |
It's cool when you know you have that one friend, that no matter what, they wont talk shit about you.
Unless well, you're being a complete ass and deserve it.
But you know they wont talk shit to other people to "just talk shit" and "Make conversation"
I love it.
That's why it's so hard to make new friends.
You don't know what they say behind your backs.
You may act like you don't care, but at the same time you're thinking.."wow..what a bitch, I can't believe that said that"
Now, just right now, I am happy with my life.
Janess and I are making new friends.
it's nice to have other people like you to hang out with.
Who are on the same level of humor with you.
Hanging out with other people besides myself and Janess.
WITH janess at the same time, is the best.
Valentines day was fun. Even without a valentine.
mmm chocolate is good too.
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[09 Feb 2006|09:28pm] |
I haven't smoked a cigarette in 5 going on 6 days.
Progress.
A lot of progress.
It's sad, I have nothing to do on the internet, so I have decided to write in my LJ.
Oh but I do have homework. I would rather read other people's lives, then read something useful and helpfull in life.
But whatever.
Went bridesmade dress..fitting..on..ing..with my dad's fiancee and her daughter..
her daughter is in I think 8th grade. But she is the most annoying 8thgrader I have met.
She is nice..but she talks so loud, so much and is repetitive.
But it was funny..I was sitting in the back seat and she whispers to me " I want to get my ears gauged."
I'm like..alright. Cool..
Btw she is ghetto. But I say cool..then she leans closer and says " I put a 12 in but I took it out because my mom might have seen"
And I thought..hahahahha.cool.
She then goes on and says " the biggest I'm going to go is a 10 though. NOOO bigger, my friends have them so big you can put your fingers through the hole."
hahaha.
I then replied with " yea my friend stretched theirs so much, their earlobes ripped. No biggy though"
It was funny. She was annoying. WOO STEP SISTERRSS RULE>.dhkjhsdh
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[07 Feb 2006|10:27pm] |
I've been sick since Friday.
In two days I slept 34 hours.
I say that's a lot.
I'm a bit better today.
But right now I am burning up, I don't know why.
I don't think I'm going to school tomorrow, only because my mom asked me if I was.. So I'm like.. Hmm I have a choice?
I was planning to.
But now this is going to stresss me out more about work.
I've also been stressing about "growing up"
moving out of my house. 4 hours away from my mom. Well if all goes well that is.
I have to pay for everying by myself.. which I think..I think that means I need a job of some sort?
But is Santa Barbra really the school for me?
See I don't know.
I don't wanna flake out on stephanie M and say djdjkdj idkdjkjdh shit hard.
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[05 Feb 2006|11:17pm] |
I am not too fond of one of my best friends right now.
Oh Effy, It's you.
bitch.
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[01 Feb 2006|11:00pm] |
So since I have relized I CAN NEVER FUCKING SPELL REILIZE
I'll start off differently..So since I have noticed
that I cannot quit smoking cold turkey,
I have cut it down to 2-3 cigarettes a day.
Today I have had 3, but I want one right now.
Good luck with this.
My brother Matt's birthday it tomorrow.
Wooo..Turning 25.. I think.
I'm in that stage where I can't stop eating.
Even if my stomach is stretched out to it's full capacity
and it about to burst... I still shove more food down my tubee leading to my tumaccchhh.
Maybe I am PMSing or something? EWWWWWWWww
I also have decided no one should talk to me while I am PMSing.
I guess that's it.
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[31 Jan 2006|10:32pm] |
So my life is whatever right now.
It's actually fine.
But me being in my bad moods lately..I am blinded by them and can't see how it is good.
Soooooooo I'll just say it's whatever.
I think Arie has a disease.
She is losing all her fur on her ear.
I see her skiinnn pooorr baby.
So this past weekend was good.
Hung out with Greg and Alex
and Janessaaaa left Patrick to keep hanging out with me
HEHEHuhsakjhajkha im a BITCHY BF.S\
mY BED IS broken. Fatass janessa broke it.
I'm cutting down on smoking.
To 2-3 a day.
I miss soccer so bad.
My knees are horrible though.
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[24 Jan 2006|12:59am] |
A- AVAILABLE?: As always
B - BEST SPORT: soccer..it's a given.
C - CRUSH: none this week
D - DOGS NAME: Cisco.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:Janessa. (probably kt) HELLO BITCH IT IS KT.
F - FAVORITE COLOR: Green..then purple..then..that's it.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: worms, duh.
H - HOMETOWN: Morgan Hill ,CA.. woo I love change
I - INSTRUMENT: That I have played?..Drums in the school band. My teacher said we were too fast and called up the "Russians"
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE: idk..shit to Vegas..10+ hours.
M - MILK FLAVOR: Sour.
N- NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O- ONE WISH: To get by life without getting wrapped up in the bullshit.
P - PHOBIAS: A lot of stuff.Loose hair mainly.
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE: But baaaaaaby..
R - REASON TO SMILE: as of now? mixing tuna gahaha<3
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Say Anything- sometihing followed you into hell.dkdj
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6 54
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: Everynight I am at my house..in my bed, I sleep with my cat in my arms allnight.
Yea, she loves it. Ever since I was 5.
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: Cawlflower..jskljscarliflower
W- WORST HABIT: being a fag
X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:Ankle.Knee.
Y - YUMMY FOOD: ice cream. sushi. saltine crackers & peanut butter. celery & peanut butter. apples & peanut butter. chunky peanut butter on a spoon. reese's peanut butter cups. peanut butter everything.
Janessa's food look good I'll leave it a that.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: VIRGO.
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[23 Jan 2006|01:28am] |
So this weekend was fun.
Thrusday Janessa
friday Janessa
Saturday Janessa
Sunday Janessa
I hung out with Janessa a bit.
Also friday night I hung out with KSusha for the first time in months
and of course it was eventfull
Poor janessa ..her new sidekick is someone where off the highway of one OH ONE
We went looking for it and a cop ..I would say pulled me over.
Went to the lame ass cave..and then I got real sick all of a sudden..I threw up right by my car, but luckily no one saw me because there was a girl fight going on..so I was just pukeing away while girls were scratching away.
Fuck all these agruements with people that are soo small..they find anything to fight over.
It's lame.
I made amends with a girl I wasn't friends with.
It was cool.
Good weekend, lots of headaches.
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[19 Jan 2006|12:13am] |
Just smoked hookah with my brother and his Gf Marisa.
it was cool.
I like his girl friend, she is really nice.
Not to mention she always calls me cute and laughs at me like I am funny.
WHICH I AM.
And notices the faces I make..
And calls them cute. It makes me feel good.
Like I'm cool.
hahaha.
She looked at me once when I said somethign stupid about snoop dogg..
and I spit all my water out at sushi..it was funny.
hahahaha.
How cute.
Goooo my brotherrr
woooooooo
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[18 Jan 2006|12:02am] |
LA/La Habra/Fullerton/Hollywood/slahslahslahs
Was fun.
I love stephanie and Janessa a lot.
And greggy.
Even if his friends seemed mean.
too much fun to name.
Just know, that it was fun.
this weekend..idk
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[11 Jan 2006|10:31pm] |
I feel sickkkkkkkkk. nervous?
[P E O P L E]
1. Best friends? JANESSA,EFFY,TEFFY
2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? in 2005? none.
3. Lost any friends? True friends? no.
4. Gained any friends? yes. SUSSIEEEE and whoever else.
5. Met a new good friend? shoot I don't wanna make my friends feel bad
[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country? no.
2. Moved? yea. In August..Into the scary forest
3. New school?Same ol Same Ol
4. How many times on an airplane? well..gosh 5
5. Road trips?...oh YEA!! once we went to oakridge mall! And vacaville..Then..OH WE WENT TO SAN JOSE! WOOOO
[Y O U]
1. Have you changed? naw baby. I'm still the same ol sweet baby girl
2. New look? idk. well since the beginning of 2005 yeaa
3. Any new additions? oohh baby. Septum thats been taken out since
4. Biggest conflict this year? drugs
5. Most depressed time this year? neva i'm a happy baby girl
[L O V E]
1. Did you fall in love? no
2. Did you get heartbroken? no
3. Who was your summer love? uh..every guy I saw
4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? WTF NONE trying to make me feel bad
5. Favorite date? WTFFFFFFF THIS IS BULL SHIT
[S E A S O N S]
1. Favorite Season? spring
2. Least favorite season? simmer
3. Good birthday? ehh cept I almost killed janessa and I
4. Any snow this year? wtf in MH neva you trippin dawg
5. Highest temperature? idk. Like I kept a fuckin record of all the degrees
[F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S]
Snuck out- not good girl.
Met a person who will change your life- Someone who did. But I changed it back.
Kept your resolution- I am planning on to this year
Got arrested- sat in the back of a cop car with cori. And got pulled over 5 times yea.
Had a first something- Well maybe. I could have first stepped on a rock on the ground.
Smoked weed/drugs- not weed.
Did anything illegal- DATS ALLLL ME BOI
Kissed a boy/girl- boizz fo lyffee
Had a crush- only 78
Liked someone who didn't like you- only 78
Lost a family member- Not that I can think of.
Got bad grades- ehhh no
Got suspended- yea. wayy back when though
Moved states- I can't manually move any states. Wtf
Got a myspace- no, 04 BABY
Started a band- hahah well I sing really good so of course
Spent over 1 million dollars- well I don't know about dollars but pennies. no DOUBT
Went streaking- EWWWIIEEESSS
Done something you shouldn't have- sa'll Im bout'
Kept a secret- haha well told someone of course.
Told a secret- duh
Done something you totally regret- not really?
Changed your view on things- kinda of?
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[11 Jan 2006|04:48pm] |
So I had sushi sunday night with janessa and kelsey for her b day.
Then last night for my mom's b day.
And I just got asked to have sushi tomorrow night from this guy.
I think..I'm gonna have a sushi over load.
Except I don't eat the fish. I eat the riiicee and the veggie tempura and the soupp and saladd yummmm
This weekend stephanie said "let's go snhowboarding"
And I said "ok"
So I might go boarding with Martin,stephanie and Jeff. or something
I nneedd to make Janessa go.
I love boarding but I hate falling because I get so easily frustrated
Good thing I rarely fall. Or I'd knock over a little kid
Muah fuckah
Watch.. I bet we wont go boarding cause stephanie will MAKE UP AN EXCUSE SUCKKAHHHH baby i luh youy though
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[06 Jan 2006|11:59pm] |
 | | The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)
Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper.
You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.
Your exact opposite:
The Stiletto
Deliberate Brutal Sex Master
| Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.
Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.
BEWARE: The Hornivore
CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy, The Boy Next Door |
Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: Brutat |
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